Boo!

A very frank friend of mine scolded me on friday. He said I'm not making enough effort to be a good to God. Whatever that means...
Anyways, he asked and challenged me on my lack of ability to 'hear' God. to know what's important. to be brave and accept what God wants of me.
Apparently, I love God more than anything else, and it breaks my heart that I am not expressing my love.
I want to try.

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Mum n Dad are in SG till tuesday. I am so haappyyy =D

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School work is not my cup of tea now. How can everybody be so caught up in preparing for exams? Relax, we got 1 week break.
Haven't started writing on my last essay this sem. A 6000 words on Nahdlatul Ulama and Muhammadiyah, due on the 11th now.
Finished writing my last Global Politics paper in 2 days. I am such an expert in crapping.

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Friends anyhow cancel meetings. I think, the closer we are, the easier we break promises and assume that it won't hurt the other party.
Niners B'day party: supposed to start at 6.30pm, but, e one who stays 1.5hr away arrived 1st, and e rest, come gradually till ard 7.30pm. I don't like. No courtesy of even telling in advance, at least we could rearranged.

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Family problems abound. God will make things possible.